Day 1...here we go....

Day 1- 
I am not going to lie, today was a BAD day to start this challenge.  It was my first day back to work since I got sick.  I got into arguments with people I thought cared about me.  I realized that everything is changing and someone hacked my credit card....But this isn't what the purpose of this experience is about...to bitch about the negative!  Instead the motto is LIFE IS TOO DAMN SHORT!  I don't need to be happy 24-7, but be grateful and happy for part of it.   

As I am typing this, an ant crawled on me and automatically I feel that the house is dirty.  Then I think to myself, "House?  What house?  I am living in 3 bedrooms!"  Then I started to get sad.  Then the Monica in me from friends came out and I started to clean.  And no, the 3 bedrooms aren't dirty.  We just had the windows open and I am sure it crawled in from there.  So Danielle...STOP IT.  Stop the crazy thinking.  No wonder I am stressed.  My mind travels in every direction at every moment.  But for some reason, it doesn't seem to take the happy OPTIMISTIC path too often.  So here it goes.....

I am happy because of 4 things today:  (In no particular order) 

#1.  Mom seemed happy today and is having a friend over for dinner 
#2.  When I decided to start this blog it took me a little longer to type it because the song React by Erick Sermon came on.  (No Fritos, No Cheetos, No Tostitos, Want Doritos)- Arnel F. and Jim T. understands what I am talking about.  So classic and I will never forget this song.  Though I still don't know what the correct lyrics are.   
#3.  They freaken paved the left lane on RT 80 by Paterson! 
#4.  I know who I am, I like who I am and I am not apologizing for this.  Ever.